i feel like if someone creates something simple, whether it be a picture or a painting or anything, it's more beautiful than something i can create myself. is this something shared? one's perspective of themselves (?? grammar?) is intriguing...like everyone clearly sees themselves differently than anyone else sees them. i don't know why this came up in my mind now but i wish i knew what i was like to someone else. i need sleep and i applied to drexel.