i feel:
lonely
empty
frustrated
unmovtivated
sad

definitely in quite the summer slump.
i'm losing the very few people i thought would be the ones that would always be there when i went to college.
i always want to be in bed.
my grandma is in the hospital.
it's sad how much i have to control myself so i don't act out to my family.

on the plus side.
my internship gave me an excellent summer...
along with a few people in montgomery that made me realize it wasn't so bad.
and the distance i thought would ruin my relationship won't really be there anymore.
maryland is going to be amazing this year.
i'm becoming more independent and growing into myself.